Today, the day after the operation, Hajime seemed he has a lot of pain
from his wound and had painkiller injections many time to hung on.
He put the ventilator only at night usually, but he needed it after
operation yesterday until 10:30AM this morning. When he takes it off,
his breath is disturbed and it seems a lot troubled.
But it will be more trouble after going home if he cannot get used to
it. I hope he will, even gradually.
Hajime shake me and dad's hands strongly and telling his feelings with
his eyes. Sometimes it makes me in tears when I see his very saddened
eyes. I cannot feel sorry enough for him. But sometimes Hajime stares
at us hard with smiles, and it encourages us... Hajime is very kind