Hajime often writes this word with his foot.
He wants to be a child. No matter how old he is, he is my loving child.
I respond by touching his foot, and he responds back by rubbing my hand with his foot.
A happiest moment like this maybe taken away soon.
It makes me sigh and I can't think of anything.
I hope such a day will never come.
Hajime seems much calmer after a session with a social worker(Tracy).
He is enjoying a game today.
There are not so many people who can open up Hajime's feelings.
Hopefully we can continue sessions with Tracy.
It would be really wonderful if Hajime could feel better by expressing his feelings.
I feel sorry for not being able to stay right next to Hajime all the time.
I wish I could. It would be so great.
I just want to give him hope to live for.
(Translated by Yoko B.)