My wish was that, "As we hold onto hope for a day to call an important tomorrow, the remaining time that we have together shall be peaceful as can be"
Aug 25, 2012
The other day I talked about my state of mind on Facebook and I received many messages of encouragement and support.
I have been trying not to let my emotions show in front of Hajime and my family, because then everyone would worry. But as I continue to do that, I have been pushing my feelings down deeper inside my heart and now I feel like I'm just a shell of myself. But the friends that I have been seeing are precious. They know how I'm feeling and invite me out. That's why I can keep going!
I have received many warm messages such as, "I'm cheering for you", "We're here for you", "Let me know if I can help you". It makes me truly happy. I very rarely leave the house because I'm taking care of Hajime, so I often feel like I am alone. That's why I start to tear up when I think of all these people who are cheering my family on.