My wish was that, "As we hold onto hope for a day to call an important tomorrow, the remaining time that we have together shall be peaceful as can be"
Feb 2, 2013
The Reason for His Tears...
Yesterday, the day nurse wasn't feeling well so she went home before 2:00 pm.
Later, Hajime was crying and his eyes were red.
Every single day is the same thing, this endless routine. But even then, he hasn't been crying recently. He is hanging on to the one hope that he will recover. But it is also important to cry. I grasped his hand as he cried. I held onto his hand as I talked to him for about an hour, and then he started to smile at my jokes. I was relieved. I knew that I should be setting aside time for him like this. I really am terrible.
I usually don't cry, but when I see Hajime crying and I see his hands, I can't stop crying. Hajime has taught us so many things. God is right beside Hajime even now and speaking to him.